Category Archives: My Story

Our Deepest Fear – Love

Our Deepest Fear is not that we are Powerful beyond Measure, 

I have come to believe it is that we are loved beyond measure. 

In our deepest darkest secrets where we loath and hate ourselves how can anyone love us because we are so unlovable – even to our selves. 

Our Deepest fear is to let someone into that place, where we are most vulnerable, most in pain, most alone, most unloved  

Will they love us? 

Will they even like us? 

We are clear beyond a shadow of a doubt that we are unlovable

I remember how in the doctors office I had to have stitches removed, and the nurse left me to remove the bandages first – I was slow and afraid of the pain, what I might find, that I might rip it back open again.  The Nurse returned and saw that I had not yet removed the bandages… she said “Now I'm going to have to rip them off”  NOOOOOOOOO  –  Instant Terror 

It did hurt, not as bad as I thought, and in a moment the pain was gone, the wound was cleaned and the stitches removed, and bandaged again.  

They say love hurts, I believe this is the case because if we don't go in and clean out the wounds with love, they continue to fester, go unheard, un cared for, and left alone to scare or worse abscess and parts have to be removed.  

Love hurts, yes, but then it sooths, and heals in the most beautiful ways. 

My Deepest Fear

My Deepest Fear…  Is that I am Powerful Beyond Measure.

 

*My deepest fear is not that I am inadequate.

My deepest fear is that I am powerful beyond measure.

It is my light not my darkness that most frightens me.

I ask myself, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?

Actually, Who am I not to be?

 

Who are YOU not to be?

 

This was the question I had to, no chose to answer and face for myself recently as I stood on stage, in front of 80 women, most of whom I did not know, and very purposely, and ritually, had 12079160_10153657318971064_3826412685595027616_nmy hair cut then shaved off as I shared some of my most vulnerable secrets of my life – Why? I knew in my soul I had OLD stuff to face, own and let go, and because so often in my life I looked around at the powerful women in my life, women I looked up to who seemed to have it all together, and wondered what made them different from me. Continue reading

Today I Rise

Today I rise…

Each day I choose to step into more and more of who I was created to be here on this earth in this time. I have a story, I have a message, I have a mission and I will live it.

 

 

 

Never Ever Give Up

Yesterday, last night really, I found my self very present once again to one of the most painful moments of my life. Many years ago, someone very near and dear to me had attempted to commit suicide. I remember when I received the call – it was actually a message on my machine. It was well before the days of cellphones find anyone anywhere… I remember the message saying something like “if you care,…” The person that left me that message had no idea how much I cared, and they were in as much pain as I was,  if not more, because they were the ones that found her. Continue reading

Connect the Dots

Connecting the Dots, we try to do it looking forward in our lives, but really we can only do it looking backwards.  At some point as we strive for our dreams, and look ahead to the future for the path to take, we realize all we have going forward is faith, and trust. Trust in ourselves, our guts, our instincts, our higher power.

It's time, now more than ever to lean in, to trust yourself, and to take that first step, and then the next, and the next.  Soon, you will begin to see and realize your dreams coming true.  In ways  you never imagined.  It's time ladies and gentlemen, You can do this.

Survival to Living…

From Survival to Living from Heart & Passion…

I left this one on my Facebook wall last night…

 

So I leave you with this to tonight… many years ago I left home in order to survive… and as I've transitioned into my Jubilee year, and into 2014 & the year of the horse I have come to realize that for all these years I have been surviving… and I know in my heart that the time for simply surviving has come to an end and it is now time to step into the time for living… living from my heart & my passion…I am at peace and looking forward to this next part of my journey here on earth…
Where in your life are you simply “Surving”?  How long has it been?
In the words of my Aunt Jo…  ” You Only Live Once….”   I've never forgotten those words… and now it's time to live… Truly Time to live…
What about you?
Love & Grace to you…
Lynne

Ok, so here’s the deal, Ready?

Breath, Everyting is OK, Right Now in THIS Moment... Ok, so here's the deal,

Ready?

Right here, right now is all you have at any given moment.

So stop, and take a look around, what's going on in that head of yours?

Is everything ok in THIS moment? Most likely it is right?

Tell the truth, and remember I am only asking for this moment in time…

everything is ok in this moment…

so stop worrying about what ever there is bothering and distracting you…

and take a breath…

in this moment you can release the pains of the past,

if even for just this moment…

and breath…

you are ok, alive and well…

now, in this moment what is it you can do to go one baby step forward…

and keep breathing, you can do this…

and when you have celebrate, big or small…

and then repeat…

each moment as the day and your life continues…

you can do this…

you are ok…

Big hugs to you…

You are amazing